Mmk. So ever since I told everything to my mom things have been on the rough side. I got my cellphone, door, and radio taken away. I cant read Crank, Glass, Impulse or any of those books or anything like that, oh and im not allowed to watch Mtv (16 and pregnant and Real life and Real World and everything else on there) because my mom thinks it'll influence me to go out and get pregnant or do drugs or whatever. But even though all that crap happened I dont regret telling her. I regret saying one thing to my mom that changed how our relationship is as mother and daughter. We got in an argument about how parents are there because you need them to be. And I looked at her and said 'Who ever said I needed you?' She looked down and replied back quietly 'Why are you trying to hurt me?' She walked away crying. Thats when I wish I never said that. I didnt know it'd hurt her. But hey im never good with words. I heard the door slam shut and thats when the tears came. I walked in her room and I said 'Mom whats wrong?' I already knew what was wrong but to start a conversation I had to say something. She said 'Because you said that to me. You're not the same anymore.' I looked down and didnt say anything. She began to talk again and said this. 'You arent my Holly. You just cant be. You arent the same person. My Holly isnt like this..' She then walked away. After she went out I quietly whispered 'Mom im not the same anymore. Im not the same person.' I regret saying that to her. I cant believe I said that to her. And I cant believe I hurt her like that. When she said 'You're not my Holly' it hurt me. But hey it's about time I got hurt instead of my loved ones this time...